Hey everyone, firstly I want to wish you all a Happy New Year! I have a good feeling about this one…especially after the shit show of 2017. What the fuck was that, universe?!
I’ve got a few things I’d like to do and achieve this year and I am confident and motivated to do them! Here we go 2018…
I’ve wanted to start yoga for a long time now but have either not had the motivation or confidence to do it. I feel like it’s going to improve my mental health so much and make me feel so well in general. My best friend Ben gave me such a lovely Christmas present with Yoga Dice so once I start in a class I can then do it at home. It’s going to be a big step, to either go alone or with a friend. I’m excited!
Whether that is on my blog or in a journal, I just want to write. I love writing, it really helps me and is therapeutic. Hence why I tend to always write a long blog post whenever I am really struggling. I’ve attempted journals for years, I have tonnes of books but this year I am going to write as much as I can, when I can!
Start a Youtube channel
This is something I’ve wanted to do since I was younger, I attempted it once when I done a vlog about the One Direction premiere and it was fucking tragic. I want to start doing videos talking about mental health, getting it out on a different platform and in a different way. I think it will be helpful for me and for other people too, what do you think?
A tidy room equals a tidy mind if you ask me! My room needs decorating, it hasn’t felt quite like home since I moved back into it earlier in the year after leaving the house I was renting with my ex boyfriend. It needs some TLC and I need to look after it more, it’s my home after all and where I spend a lot of my time. I want to do it all up, make it tidy and nice and I think my mind will feel fresh because of it!
Say yes to plans
In 2017 I became nervous whenever plans came about, there was a handful of people I was okay with seeing and that was it. I want to go and see my friends India and Damian more and hang out in their lovely home, I want to see Dans friends more without feeling unnecessarily nervous (anxiety, please suck my dick) and I just want to say yes more! I want to text friends I haven’t seen in a while and go for a drink without thinking it’s a burden on my day, I just want to enjoy myself again and I am going to. 2018 is the year I become a more confident person.
This is my ultimate goal this year and forever on wards. I want to break through my anxiety, depression and whatever the fuck else is going on in my silly head and be the happiest version of me. I have so much going for me, I have the potential to move to a better job, I have amazing friends and family, a lovely boyfriend and inside I have the drive to move forward. I will be happy this year, last year I spent most of the time being sad and worried, not this year, no thank you.
I am excited for what this year has to offer, let’s go 2018, let’s make it a good one!