I haven’t posted since this time last week and I do apologise, maybe you haven’t even noticed my short absence but I’ve been at Reading Festival! That’s all I’ve done the past week and I really wanted to make a whole separate post for that tomorrow or something so you’ll just have to wait for that and it’ll be my ‘good thing for the week’.
So this whole new thing is about me being positive and to hopefully get any of you to think positively too, but isn’t it a bit hypocritical of me to try to enforce positivity when I’m still having a hard time mentally? I think this whole thing is a little time out of my negative thoughts to just stop and think that it’s okay for a little while.
I want to beat the bad thoughts and that’s what I’m trying to do but you all know it’s not as easy as that, but it will happen eventually.
The past week I had a sick time at Reading but the little demons in my head still stuck around, telling me it wasn’t okay to do certain things, but now I’m home I’m saying to myself that actually, yes, it was okay. It IS okay. That’s what I want to say to you too, if you’re out somewhere and you really want to have a good time but there’s voices in your head telling you that you’re not worthy then I’m here to tell you that you are and that it’s okay to let go for a few days. WELL, not even a few days, it’s okay to let go forever, to just have fun and not let the shit get in the way of anything you want to do.
From this post just remember one thing: it’s okay.
Have you had a good week? Has anything really nice happened that has made you feel good this week? Let me know in the comments, I’d love for you to get involved in this weekly post!