• Self Worth.

    Hi everyone, I hope you are doing well!  It’s been a while, my life has been a whirlwind since the last time I posted, the New Year really treated me to a multitude of shite all at once. Thanks Universe.  I had to deal with a break up, leaving a house and my Grandad passing away all in the space of a couple of weeks. Firstly, I was broken, didn’t think I’d be able to cope. Then my Grandad passed away and as much as I fucking miss him and wish he was still here, it put life and everything into perspective.  I haven’t let myself wallow, I haven’t sat…

  • The One Where I Make Gingerbead Autumn Cookies.

    Hey everyone, I’ve had a few really crap days hence the no ‘Positive Tuesdays’ post because quite frankly even though the whole point is the pick the best parts out of the week, I just couldn’t. I could not sit down and do that yesterday and I am sorry for my negative vibes. Today I took my mind off of things and saw my mum then came home to bake some Gingerbread Cookies with the cookie cutters I purchased earlier in the day! I used a recipe from BBC Goodf Food, as per usual I always go there for recipes. £2.49 from TKMaxx They turned out really nice, gooey in…

  • Rome 2016!

    Hello everyone!  It’s been almost 2 months since myself and Ryan went away to Rome, we go to Dublin next week so it felt right to FINALLY do a post about it!  It was incredible, one of the most beautiful places I’ve ever been with the absolute love of my life. It was just perfect. The weather was sweet, maybe even too hot. The food was bloody incredible oh my god, don’t, I am still mourning the loss of the Italian pizza when I eat a disappointing pizza from England. Sigh, forever in my heart. The landmarks were just insane, honestly the whole place just blew my mind. I don’t…

  • Homeware Haul Part 1!

    Hello everyone, I’m on a roll! So this shall be my first of a few homeware hauls, we haven’t got everything in the house yet  – I’m currently sitting on a pile of blankets and cushions while we wait for the sofas. Sleeping on a mattress on the floor while watching the telling which is also on the floor, I think it’s kinda cute though. In years to come me and Ry can be like “so we spent weeks on the floor… WEEKS.”  I’m not too good at this whole living away from home thing just yet, I know I lived in London for a year but I spent most…

  • Physical VS. Mental

    Hiiiiii, So something that has really been bothering me recently is the difference in how mental illnesses are treated in comparison with physical. I personally, feel like I’m just being silly and weak if I need time for myself because everything is getting too much but my Eating Practitioner said to me “would you feel the same if you had a broken leg?” – of course not, I’d be laying on that sofa watching crap day time telly with no guilt whatsoever. I’ve had a few moments recently where I physically cannot face the world, I can only face a few and that’s my family, Ryan and my best friend…

  • Positive Tuesdays: (Not on a Tuesday) Weeks Five and Six.

    Hiiiiiii! Yes, I understand it’s actually Friday and I haven’t done one of these in 2 weeks now but hey, I’m now a student and I have things to do, people to see, Doritos to eat. It’s been a mad couple of weeks, I’ve been finally settling in after week four of ‘Positive Tuesdays’  and it now kinda feels like home here in my little bedroom in London with my flatmates who already feel like family. We can just talk about anything and everything, I love it. Okay so here are all the good things that have been happening… last week my best friends India and Damian got engaged!!! We’ve literally…

  • Saturday Is Near.

    I’ve been here almost my whole life, Saturday comes and I’ll be looking at a completely different view. I used to love familiarity, I used to love walking around my estate and going by places I played when I was a kid but it’s now all a bit too familiar, I don’t think I was put on Earth to stay in the same town forever, I think I was put on this Earth to travel and make the most of my life. This change is going to be good. I’ll be spending 3 years in London, my favourite city. I’ll come home and look at this boring view occasionally, but…

  • The TMI Tag.

    Hiiiiii, I found this TMI tag and I fancied doing it as a way of introducing myself to any new followers I have gained – thank you by the way if you’ve followed me on BlogLovin, it really means a lot to me when people recognise you and what you’re writing! Let’s get started… 1: What are you wearing? This is embarrassing to admit as I’m not wearing some fancy, fashionable clothing. I am however in my pyjamas which is an odd mix of cut off pyjama trousers which I made into shorts and a green Linkin Park t-shirt.  2: Ever been in love? Maybe, I’m not sure. I’ve only been in two relationships…

  • We Have So Much Precious Time.

    I’m not sure what really triggered this thought but isn’t it strange how when were little we didn’t properly understand the concept of time, we didn’t see things as being months and months away, or days away, we probably just took every day as it came and every day just felt the same. You would spend 6 weeks in the summer off school and when you’re little it feels like an eternity, you’d spend it playing in your bedroom and it would be the best time. Then you grow up and time starts to feel more and more precious, days start to pass quickly, quicker than even months felt when…

  • Love Yourself From Day 1.

    Hellloooo everyone! As a part of my journey to happiness and good physical and mental health I have started going on walks and today I went on one – after I’d just had a really freakin good smoothie, damn I love myself for that smoothie – anyway, on this walk I was on a road on my estate and a girl ran past me, she looked about 11 or 12 years old. She was fully kitted out in running gear, she looked serious, man. She ran by like she was determined to get this run done but then she came to a sudden stop when she saw 2 boys probably…