• Am I confident in my body now?

    Before I begin I will be discussing eating disorders, anorexia and other mental illnesses (trigger warning) I have been deep in my eating disorder recovery now for quite a few years, discharged from the clinic around 2 years ago. My eating disorder journey started at an age which I don’t really remember but hit it’s peak at age 19/20. Here I am as a 25 year old woman and I have gained so much in my life ever since then. I’ve spoken openly about my mental health for years but I feel I have always been somewhat more protective over my eating disorder. I’m not entirely sure why I was…

  • You Are A Creation.

    Last night I came across a photo online, just a photo of a quote and it kind of really hit me hard. It made me think, I’ve slept on it and woken up still thinking about it. And before I’d seen this picture I’d spent the day doing what I do best – self loathing. Punishing and hating myself for every bit of food I consumed, angry that I’d ‘let myself go’ and ‘looked bigger’, do you know who I say all of this to because I don’t want to say it to anyone else? My mother.  I’m so mad at my mind for being so cruel and taking away…