• Am I unloveable?

    Before I start, the answer to myself and to you is no. Continue… I had a chat with my therapist recently and this question came up because it’s something I have truly believed for a long time. Not only am I unloveable, am I unlikeable? Am I annoying? Am I just quite simply the worst human ever?! Everything negative you could think of, I have asked myself the question. After a year or so of dating and the highs and lows of that, that specific question pops into my mind on a regular basis. WHY, doesn’t he like me?! WHY, did he just fuck off and never speak to me…

  • Dating Do’s and Don’ts

    I have terrible taste. That is not the way you want to start a post is it? But I am not here to lie to you, from my history of dating and the stories which have come from the dating I have concluded that my taste is quite frankly, a disgrace. I’m being harsh, it’s not THAT bad and if I’ve ever dated you and you’re reading this, hello, welcome and make yourself at home. Now I’m no dating expert, quite the opposite, I’d say that I am quite the novice so should you listen to me? Probably not, I have failed in getting anywhere in the dating world so…

  • The Tinder Ghost

    Hello everyone, old and new… It’s been a very long time since I last wrote on what has always been my beloved blog. The last time I was here was October last year, I’d just moved into my new flat and I was ready for a totally fresh start. However, in that time I’d lost any creative energy I’d ever had and my blog took the biggest back seat it had ever taken, it was at the back of a very long bus. The bus being my life. In the last year I’ve just been trying to figure out life as a 24/25 year old woman. What do I need…

  • Christmas Gift Guide – Boyfriend Edition – BLOGMAS DAY 3

    Happy Blogmas day 3 everyone!  Todays is a little Christmas gift guide for the lads in your life. I find buying things for my boyfriend quite hard because he doesn’t necessarily have a ‘thing’ and I’m like…….thank you that’s super helpful. So I end up buying clothes and random things that I think will make his Christmas special. I think I’ve done a good job this year. The below include a couple of things my boyfriend already has (Dior Homme makes me think of our first date together!) – the others are just little bits I came across and thought “yeah, someones boyfriend might like these”.  all photos are credited…

  • You Bring Me Home.

    Hello everyone, it’s been a bloody long time hasn’t it? If you weren’t aware I’ve been spending a lot more time focussing on my YouTube channel and I seem to have abandoned my original outlet – this blog. If you want to watch me ramble, you can do so hereAnyway, on to todays post… Look at my new little tattoo, isn’t it so perfect?  I’ve done posts in the past about my tattoos and their meanings and this one is the one which people might be like “why the fuck have you done that” – you know what they say, don’t get anyone’s name tattooed on you. I learnt that…

  • Mental Health: A Boyfriends Point Of View

    Hello everyone! Happy Sunday, here we are, part two of my three blog posts with my loved ones on mental health. This time it is with my boyfriend, Dan. I have spoken about Dan so many times on this blog and in real life, he is my main talking point. I’ve spoken about being in love when having anxiety before here – it’s fucking hard. It is so hard, to put someone through something when they have the choice to leave, it’s hard to try and hold on to someone. But with Dan, I don’t feel like that although I will always say to him “you could have a much easier…

  • Mental Health: A Best Friends Point Of View

    Hey everyone, Welcome to part one of three…I am starting a new little ‘series’ where I will get 3 of the most important people in my life and my mental health journey to just talk a little about how it has affected them. First of all, my best friend Ben Ben has been my best friend for many years. We met at school, I used to go into one of the blocks and watch him play ping pong and then he would come over and make me laugh until I wanted to pee (he still does)  We have a very special friendship, I love him like a brother. I laugh,…

  • “Love” with Anxiety.

    Hellooooo everyone another mental health post, oh me. I’m surrounded by love and support there’s absolutely no denying that. I have more friends than I could ever dream of, I’ve always been lucky to find friends in different places. I have my life long friends, my work friends, my friends from uni, my online friends that I’ve met through bands and my international friends (Erin, that’s you). I have so much love to shower me in.I have a big loving family and a bloody lovely boyfriend. I love to love.The hardest thing with suffering from anxiety and depression is to know that you’re upsetting those who love you so much and…

  • Positive Tuesdays, they’re back!

    Oh my god HI. I’m bringing back Positive Tuesdays, if you were about in my Uni days you’ll know all about these. Have a look here, there’s loads! I enjoyed doing this, let me fill you in on the dealio with these. Every Tuesday I will look back on the week I’ve had and pick out all the good things, it’s a day of positive reflection. A moment to focus on the good and forget any of the bad and document it to look back on when I need to! I loved doing it back when I was struggling at university. It did help, it helped slightly then however I…

  • Homeware Haul Part 1!

    Hello everyone, I’m on a roll! So this shall be my first of a few homeware hauls, we haven’t got everything in the house yet  – I’m currently sitting on a pile of blankets and cushions while we wait for the sofas. Sleeping on a mattress on the floor while watching the telling which is also on the floor, I think it’s kinda cute though. In years to come me and Ry can be like “so we spent weeks on the floor… WEEKS.”  I’m not too good at this whole living away from home thing just yet, I know I lived in London for a year but I spent most…